Sunday, March 6, 2011

Being the Thinker

"Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him." --Friedrich Nietzsche

I have forgotten the last time it rained, particularly on a Sunday. I was hoping the weather would get warm again, but based on the 10-day forecast, it doesn't seem likely. After a night spend reading anarchist poetry, I found myself in a familiar spot thinking about the direction the NWO is taking our society. Hilary Buttrod Clinton has the feminist of the world on her hands. I feel like I am back in elementary school, reading Times for Kids for school assignments, post-9/11 when the vampires made me write about Muslim girls who aren't allowed to go to school. I used to think about all the civilians we were killing just for what we thought was right. Sometimes I want to cut my own fucking throat for watching the bombings in Gaza on live TV. My mother said this would be a very important time in history and I watched from the comfort of my damned American home. Every time the images come back to me I am overwhelmed with guilt. How many people can you say thinks like this?

I always wanted to be a "gardener" but the constrictions of my youth led me to settle for robotic personalities and I allowed the weeds to grow. Finally, I was faced with a turning point in my early adulthood that allowed me to clear away the excess of traumatized lies that refuted the light that was waiting for me. See, we can blame our past or whatever meaningless criticization, but as an individual we have a choice to lead our lives for what is True. We are responsible for our garden called "Life" and we must tend to it no matter what storms through it, we are expected to take control & maintain a positive growth. There will always be people who are programmed to refute the truth, so it is the individual's responsibility to stand strong and never cease expressing the power of one's mind. Awakenings are sure to occur but that is only when the mind is ready to destroy the illusions it once faithfully obeyed.

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

No comments:

Post a Comment